Friday, May 11, 2007: mishmash.
i wonder how much my friends actually mean to me and how much i've been a friend to them. looking at today, i can only say that my friends actually make the world to me and there's so much difference when they are around.
today was one of the better days i've had so far in uni. i had my micro lecture followed by econ hist with joseph pang, siwei and malcolm (and dan in micro and jolyn in hist) and it made lectures alot more enjoyable. i'm quite excited because next sem joseph, siwei, jolyn and i are going to be doing the same 4 units (that's if me and joseph dont change intro to law) and that means i have friends! so amazing how God has provided me so much with the things i'm so insecure with. i think without my friends i wont be able to function.
but then when i think about it, sometimes i wonder if i'm actually thinking of what i can do for them instead of what they are doing for my life.
oh well. other than that, i had a good jap test and an interesting discussion during my econ hist tute and my assignment group for fa was quite productive, we're almost done with it so much in advance! (: i'm really happy.
i think so far my grades have been quite acceptable although i'm quite disappointed with my lack of interest in my studies. i thought studying would have been alot more interesting since i'm doing subjects which i like, but it seems like the more i study about it the more repelled i get. but i thank God with the amount of grace He has shown me through my grades. sometimes i dont know how to explain it to my friends. i guess its the way that i ask and want to compare results that makes me seem rather proud about what i got. then when i try to explain that i didnt really study much and it wasnt my own studying that helped me achieve this grade, but by His wisdom and grace alone. but then my pride in a way has already negated whatever point i was trying to prove. blah. something i really have to work on.
other things aside, it was judy's birthday today! happy birthday dear girl (: you're officially an adult! not a teen anymore! i pray that God will continually use you in His small but mighty ways and He will bless you and use you to be a light to His people, especially in OCF (: thank you so much for your love in my life and i thank God that He has sent you to be such a blessing in my life! i pray that God will use you to bless the other people around you too! love you dear!
and chin wee's too! i dont think he's be reading this anyways. so i wont bother wishing him happy birthday on my blog. :P
anyways. i've been quite drained recently, less hyper and less enthusiastic. mm. i wonder if its the lack of sleep i've been getting. perhaps. i think i should go sleep now. its rather late. but before i go, some happy/sad news to announce (depends on where you are) i might be going home this july! (: yay! i think i have quite a few friends to hang out with when i go home! good news (:
a shout of praise.
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